Where do these things come from?

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neevel ::: Favorites you're def not the only one. i find myself with thoughts like that a lot and often can't shake them, can't get enough power over them to avoid following through with them. i often wonder why i do the things i do ... like you said .. what is it in me that makes me feel the need to do this stuff to myself. i still don't know the answer. take care tina. xo 07-06-24 18:04:58 _____________________________________________________
Whits1bone ::: Favorites Tina, part of growing is learning from your mistakes. You seem to have learned every lesson life has thrown at you. I can say that I have said to myself, "What the hell was I thinking?" So, look forward, and remember the past. And lessons learned. You don't give yourself credit for what life has taught you... please do so. Looking forward to Chicago! 07-06-24 20:04:45 _____________________________________________________
shrinerspark ::: Favorites I've thought of all of those things, most of them numerous times... and you're right when you say they do seem to have this strange appeal when you're imagining them. 07-06-24 21:55:45 _____________________________________________________
shrinerspark ::: Favorites So yeah... you're definitely not alone. I haven't gone to some of the extremes that you have, but I've done some pretty crazy shit myself, so I understand completely. *hugs* 07-06-24 22:05:01 _____________________________________________________
DXborderline ::: Favorites when you think of something and the urge is so powerful its sometimes really hard not to act on it. I hope you find some ansewers too. Take care. Tina 07-06-25 07:50:21 _____________________________________________________
ThePurplePalace ::: Favorites nope, it's not just you. I think about death/suicide a lot. Not as much as I used to thankfully.....but you aren't alone...there are many of us out there :) 07-06-25 08:46:18 _____________________________________________________
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CagedSongBird ::: Favorites I believe (maybe it's just me) that the constant thoughts of death & dying and SI, are part of the illness. I think about those things a lot. Too much in my opinion, and I sometimes feel like no one really understands. Sometimes I feel afraid of myself and I don't know how to get it acrossed to the doctors. Part of it is trying to tell them without having to go inpatient, because I really don't want to go there. (cont.) 07-06-26 08:51:50 _____________________________________________________
CagedSongBird ::: Favorites However, sometimes as much as I didn't want to go there in the past, I was glad I went... but ONLY afterwards. It's part of the inpulsive control disorder that effects the consistent thought pattern, and maybe your meds need to be adjusted. Just a suggestion you probably thought of already. I hope you are still seeing your counselor, even though you are on a break. I think about death and dying all the time. I know it isn't normal or healthy. (cont.) 07-06-26 08:53:29 _____________________________________________________
CagedSongBird ::: Favorites I also know there is medication that can help (for some people). Just like epilepsy (unfortunately) it doesn't work for everyone. There's nothing in you that produces those thoughts. It's the mental illness. The same with me. (cont.) 07-06-26 08:55:14 _____________________________________________________
CagedSongBird ::: Favorites You're a strong person Tina and you have fought many battles and won. Like me, you can look back and know that eventually a day will come, when the sun will be bright again. The thoughts won't be as loud in your head. If you ever need to talk give me a ring. This is officially the longest text message I have ever written! LOL! Are you grinning... a little? Sending you a smile! Love ya! You're in my thoughts and prayers! (((Hugs))) to you... Paula 07-06-26 09:04:57 _____________________________________________________